That may be true, but I also believe that when one things ends, something good will come out of it.

Well, a couple days ago my boyfriend and I broke up. He, himself, told me that he was not ready to be in a relationship, and that he wanted to break it off early before he hurt me so bad that it was irreparable. He told me that I was very important to him, and that it would kill him to lose me.

I know for a fact that we aren't over. We still want to be friends, and I know we'll be able to.

It's hard knowing we won't be together like that anymore, but the fact that our friendship will continue, even after this, keeps me from become too sad.

We were only together for a month, and I had a wonderful time with him, but, even one of my friends told me this, that relationships between friends are the most difficult, and they often times don't work out. But our motivation to keep our friendship alive has kept me from feeling too sad, and I look forward to the next time I can see him.

Like I said before, we love to do all the same things. We play video games, we watch anime, and I'm still going away with him and his friends for the convention at the end of July.

And I know some say that they will stay friends after breaking up, but I know that this will be the case for us. We've shared things with each other that even our closest friends don't know. We were friends before hand and, like my earlier mentioned friend said as well, that it was like an experiment. We tried it out, and it may not have worked, but we aren't going to let it affect us at all, though it may be difficult, because we do still have feelings for each other. But I'm not letting that stop me.

I love him as a friend, and I have loved him that way for a while, and maybe the romantic love I thought I felt for him was really the love I felt for him as a friend.

I'm sure some of you won't even read this, or even really care, but I felt like letting all of you know.

And it's been almost another month since I've come back on, but I will really try.

I may be getting my own computer soon, so when I do I will come on a LOT more, and maybe even do some digital art.

Well, until next time.

~Sunny